Wednesday, March 07, 2012

Michael Bookbinder

Around 1970 or so, I met Michael Bookbinder, whom I’m told was behind the book “Way of the Peaceful Warrior.” At the time, I was involved with macrobiotics and certain people in that circle were getting into spiritual things. These folks had met Michael and had “light attunements” with Michael, and I so I signed up for one. The reading — Michael called them “light attunements” changed my life. Michael had tapped into a cosmology that was based on numerology (or so I was later told). According to Michael, everyone had certain energy patterns that they were here to express and complete. It didn’t matter if you had one or many; it didn’t make you greater or lesser than anyone else. They kicked off in sequence, meaning that once you worked through the lessons of one, the next one would kick and so forth. Each had a negative and a positive quality. Michael told me that mine were “inner creativity,” “spiritual law” and “outer creativity.” The negative of the “inner creativity” was “doom and gloom.” “And you can be doomier and gloomier than most people,” he said with a kind of chuckle. The positive was the ability to heal. “You can just lay hands on someone, not knowing where the points or meridians are, and you could heal them,” he said. The next he said was “spiritual law.” I don’t really understand “spiritual law,” I told Michael. He sort of laughed and said, “you will.” Then he said, there are two kinds of laws, man’s law and spiritual law. Man’s law is like the speed limit, it changes a lot, whereas spiritual law is eternal. And the last was outer creativity. ” This is what you are here to do, and you can be very productive at it.” Michael also told me that I had a spiritual gift. “I can’t tell you what it is, but I can tell you it represents strength,” he said. “You’ll recognize it.” The last thing he told me was to learn to recognize the difference between sympathy and empathy. In one of them, there is the tendency to get down there in someone’s pain and share it with them. The other is compassionate, but more neutral, letting the person have his or her own experience. He told me the story of a guy who always came to him to borrow money. Michael lent him the money a couple of times, but the third time he said “no.” The guy didn’t take this well, and maybe even cursed him. But sometime later, he came back and thanked Michael. “You were the only one who had faith in me, and didn’t try to buy me off.” Anyhow, everything that Michael told me has come true. He planted a seed in me that has grown.

9 comments:

Anonymous said...

For some reason tonight I had a clear memory of Michael Bookbinder's name and "The Movement of Spiritual Inner Awareness" that he was affiliated with when I met him also in the early '70's. I googled his name and landed here.

I, too, had a reading with him that I always recounted. I was 24 then & pregnant with my 2nd child. He correctly informed me I had brought a lot of karma into this life. He also said I had a powerfully creative aura & that I might have a tendancy to bring too much of that creativity into pro-creativity,(which he pointed out, is one form of creativity). He gave me a metaphor saying "for some folks having 10 children is perfectly right and for others, 1 would be right." He also said I had "material success" karma - that I'd have to create material success. He explained material success is different for each of us - some people feel successful if they are able to rent a simple, nice room, while others need a mansion and millions.

At that time, I thought he was judging me for having 2 children at an early age. I figured he thought I was even younger than I was because I didn't think it was abnormal to have a first child at 22, & a second at 24, but time proved he was right. I went on to have twins 2 1/2 years later. That was four children within five years. My marriage was comprised of two young persons spawned from abusive, ignorant, dyfunctional homes without having significant alternate role models, or assistance to help them find their way with their "full plates." The situation was abysmal. My "ex" became an alcoholic/drug addict who never came home, leaving me alone with four young children & the financial problems he created. When he was home, he was abusive with all of us. We were involved (with the children) in several auto accidents resulting from his drinking and recklessness. I was depressed, overwhelmed, & trapped, & there was no one around with whom I could share the joys & triumphs that make up for the sacrifices demanded of rearing children. I withdrew, became a tired, depressed, & lousy homemaker. Meals were usually served late for a young family. I was often late in meeting other commitments as well. I also took chances I shouldn't have - stealing my own times to self-indulge. While this was our past, needless to say IF I could roll back the clock, I would put off & have fewer children. I would leave him sooner while it was easier to do so & maybe find a way to go to college as I longed to do, but was denied by my selfish stepmother & an emotionally & intellectually stunted father.

Presently at 63, I remain stuck in a dead end, clerical job with the I.R.S.. I remained single these past 25 years following my horrific marriage & a few other disappointing, short-lived relationships.

I intensely want to find a way off this tredmill & into meaningful work that will contribute (my piece) towards ushering in major world transformation. I am VERY aware of the ways this one has become hell for most - to the point we literally face an imminent global crisis beyond anything we've ever known & I recognize how exceedingly beautiful & amazing this planet in her natural state. I am VERY spiritual but Michael didn't mention anything about that. MY IDEA of material success is being able to support oneself through performing serviceful, environmentally sound work & earning enough to live healthfully & participate fully with family & a community that learns, grows & contributes to all life. I am wondering why I was thinking of Michael Bookbinder tonight & remembering his name. I wonder if I continue to search his name if something will emerge as a pointer or guidance that would be relevant to where I am now & what I am trying to do & become now.

Steve Sheridan said...

It was "THE LIFE YOU'RE HERE TO LIVE," by Dan Millman, in which Michael Bookbinder's wisdom about Pythagorean Numerology figured prominently (in the introduction Millman gives full credit to MB for what he's sharing).

Angelojohn said...

Thanks for the clarification, Steve.

Anonymous said...

Hi. My name is Sabele, South Africa. I got Dan's book from a friends dustbin. Nothing has come close in accuracy on describing my weakness and strengths so far. It's so unreal that I avoided this book and it's advice for sometime.. but life has pushed me back to it.. and I humbly except. Besides... judging from my past trial and errors I know that trying these principles won't make me loose anything but my weaknesses. Enkosi (thank you)

Unknown said...

I'd love to connect with anyone that has touched Michael(except John Roger). I knew him and also had a light attunement with him. Amazing man. I have an interesting perspective to share but I don't want to share it on the internet.

Angelojohn said...

Hi Fibonicity - Feel free to write me directly@ friendoftheworld at gmail

Kayti Sullivan said...

I also had a "reading" with Michael back in the early 70's. I experienced him as egocentric and judgmental. It took me a long time to slough off the pronouncements he made about me and my life and path, which I see from decades on, had no validity or helpfulness. I hope he found his way to a clearer path where he is doing less damage to people.

Unknown said...

You can email me.
I lived with Michael in Philly in '74

Anonymous said...

He went very dark close to the end of his life in AK. Good one to stay away from.